I dreamt of this dancer...

Ever since the confession I made with my roommate that I like the way this fellow member dances, I dreamt of him twice already. Yes, imagine that! I would actually accept it if the dream is somewhat sane or possible to happen. But actually, it is the opposite. I dreamt of him in the most shocking way I could have thought of.
 

My first dream of him was definitely a knack in my head. I woke up with a startle, when I realized that I still remember most of the details in the dream.

I wonder why I dreamt of him though...hmm...

In the first dream, we were close, I mean comfortably close. We sat together, talked in such close distance without awkwardness. And seeing the gestures shared between us, we either acted like best of friends or lovers. Waaaaa! This is weird.

But in reality, we are not yet close. Yes, I am bit closer with the other members but not with him. Actually, I am bit shy and reserved when I interact with him. Until now, since I have not made any recent interactions with him, anyways. I remembered the time when he was polishing our dance moves, he suddenly came forward and checked on my moves. I think my brain went blank because I did not understand what he asked me to do and when he touched my shoulders, I think I froze. Seriously!
 

In the second dream, the latest one, just yesterday, during the time that I was sick, I dreamt of him AGAIN. But, no close interaction, it was like I see his back side, like I am just watching him from afar, and he was there seated on a chair. It was just short, or I just do not remember the other details, probably.

Tell me the meaning of my dreams... hmmm,,

There is a high chance that I would see him at last by tomorrow, so I hope I will not act weird or anything. Because as far as I remember, the last time that I get to talk to him, I was like this retarded shy, soft spoken girl which is unlike me. Even my roommate agreed when I told her about that... haha!

Wish me luck on this bizarre tumblings of my mind...and dreams. Whew.

Missed dance practices.

I missed two days of dance practices, just because I was sick.

Actually, I am not still in my best condition until now, but I hope I will be tomorrow.

I got dance practice plus basketball game to attend to.

I need to do much since I missed the practice for a new song which was taught by someone, I think from upper year whom I do not know yet personally.

I just hope it is not too complicated for me to understand.

I just slept the entire day that is why I am still awake at this hour. Fail!

And I think it is less than 2 weeks before we perform during Med Week, or Med Day for this year. I am still feeling bothered and thrilled at the same time.

Going to the case about this guy whom I dreamt of, I dreamt about him AGAIN. Yes, and now my roommate is teasing me that ... probably, I have hidden desire of whatever you can call that for this person. Oh no no no!!! Honestly, it is also one reason why I am kind of bothered to attend practice lately. I just hope I would lose that by tomorrow, since I was bit lucky he was not there for the past days that I have been into practice.

Gah, I just want to be pampered right now..

Okay, hopefully I would be able to sleep little later... seriously, my roommate is already noticing my ever hideous eyebags. Huhu!

Love the way you dance...

First song, first dance

 

 

 

 

I remember, I got addicted to the song of Eminem, ages ago, which is entitled Real Slim Shady. I bet you are bobbing your head like a boss, remembering the song.

'Cause I'm Slim Shady, yes I'm the real Shady
All you other Slim Shadys are just imitating
So won't the real Slim Shady please stand up,
please stand up, please stand up?

I have never been a real fan, but there were songs of his that I like... remember the song, Thank You? He paired up with Dido in singing this song and I think, I heard an issue that it is actually based on a real story.

My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I..
got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window..
and I can't see at all
And even if I could it'll all be gray,
but your picture on my wall
It reminds me, that it's not so bad,
it's not so bad.. 

And in terms of songs under Rihanna's belt, I like to hum along with...

Want you to make me feel like I'm the only girl in the world
Like I'm the only one that you'll ever love
Like I'm the only one who knows your heart
Only girl in the world like I'm the only one that's in command 
 ...
Hey, boy, I really wanna see if you
Can go downtown wit’ a girl like me
Hey, boy, I really wanna be wit’ you
‘Cause you just my type, ooh, na, na, na
... 
Come here, rude boy, boy; can you get it up?
Come here rude boy, boy; is you big enough?
Take it, take it baby, baby
Take it, take it; love me, love me 
...
Oh, how about a round of applause?
Yeah, standing ovation...Ooh, oh yeah
Yeah y-yeah yeah
...
 I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Every time I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside

I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be a murderer
...

Okay, I am spazzing over song lyrics. Honestly, those songs I have mentioned, I do not know the lyrics by heart, so most of the time, I just hum along, or bob my head along. So, when we started doing the dance routine for the rap part of Love the Way You Lie, yes, the rap part of Eminem, I kind of got lost with the connection of the lyrics with the steps. I do not know the lyrics, yes, I admit.

But, in time, I actually got it and I find it amusing how each movement correlates with the essence of that specific line, or word. It actually gives more than what I kind of expected.
Cheers to our president who is the choreographer for that piece! And hello  vice president for choreographing the next piece!

But anyways, I really need to polish my movements for this piece, since we already started with another piece. I will talk about it next time. And hopefully, I will post pictures of us dancing... I should have taken pictures of my fashion dance attire. As if!

Wish I can glide and stretch as gracefully like this.. oh and I just love watching this show!

p.s.
I hope it is safe to post such information ... or this is bad... oops!
Oh and I am baby crushing on the vice president. I just adore the way he grooves, it is so smooth and romantic. But anyways, it is just a baby crush! Teehee!

TO DANCE.

This is officially my personal blog with regards to my life as a dancer in medicine school.
And apart from that, any details quite related with that.. like people involved, feelings, dance songs, dance steps... or even random practice days.
I want to be consistent with this blog, so hopefully I will also get to post pictures along the way.
But anyways, I am already officially a dancer of this troupe for more than a week now.

Cheers!
Let us dance to the goodness of life!